Sometimes when I try to restore a friendship with someone, it seems as if it will never happen. I find myself asking today if God is such a great God why would he let these things happen? Why would a loving God let me make mistakes if believe in him and in one day I will be in Heaven with him?

I find myself not trusting God and trying to do things on my own. Forgetting that God is bigger than anyone could ever imagine and He can do so much more through me if I trust him. I have grown the most in Christ this past year more than any other time of my life. When I graduated High school I had the “Master plan of my life.” I’m sure everyone has thought of one of these before. I’m going to go to a certain school, and then graduation a certain year, and then get a job here, get married to this person and live happily ever after. NOT. It’s funny how we think we have everything figured out only to find out that God has different plans for us. We tend to try to make plans ourselves and think we have this whole life thing figured out. Instead of seeking first the Kingdom of God, we seek the things of this earth first. Which master plan are you trying to live by? God’s or your own?

“Many are the plans in a person’s heart, but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails.” Proverbs 19:21